An Introduction to the things I didn't say
Last year was hard . The years before that weren't a piece of cake either, but so many things converged last year that it finally broke me in a lot of ways. The proverbial straw to the camels back. Anyone who knows me, knows I talk... a lot , but what a great many people don't know about me is that I'm extremely private. I can talk for hours about all sorts of things, and hardly share something private or personal if I don't want to or don't feel comfortable. Talking too much is a habit I wish I could break, but it is also a distraction and entertainment thing- a thing I do as I am constantly trying to fit in, or relate, or make connections. Maybe if I say the right thing or can relate to the right story, you'll like me. Talking about everything while saying nothing though... that's a self-preservation thing. I can tell a self-deprecating story and laugh a long, but to tell something that feels like a piece of myself? My soul? That's rare. I have secr